Emo with Beans

Life seems to be slowly working out now.

I’m happy.

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I miss home sometimes :/

Thank you.

That’s all I needed to know.

Time to shut it down.

I’m Happy.

So a lot of my friends keep telling me they saw my ex at Pride. I know she was there, I saw her. It’s weird to have seen her to be honest. I wasn’t ready to face her yet.

There are a few things I’ve been wanting to tell her; stuff I want to get off my chest and move on but doubt that will ever happen. I’ve moved on but I just want closure and from the looks of it …I doubt I’ll ever get it from her. I suppose it’s better that way, we both were swimming neck deep in our toxic “love” that we stayed in it for so long. It took the cops to separate us, if not then…then I don’t know how…

I don’t ever want to be stuck in the situation again.

She was right though…in the end she was the one to change me for the better.

“My Sweet Heroine”

I’ve been going to CON since I moved down to San Diego and I love it every year. I hope I don’t miss it next year! I plan to study abroad by next summer so hopefully I can work around CON. I plan to buy least 2 badges for next year. I will sneak in the other days. I mean …come on, I’m just that good at it!

Ya me voy a dormir, el tiempo no esperar a nadie.

Let’s list this…

1) Comic Con effin’ OWNED.

2) Repeat 1 a BAZILLION times.

3) I loved it and enjoyed the burrito afterwards.

4) Knock the HELL out.

You’re slowly winning me over.

Exhausting weekend but worth it.

Ugh….I don’t feel so yay. I don’t like mixing beer and alki but I was stoned and mixing drinks didn’t phase me at the time. I don’t have a hangover today but I am feeling rather “UGH…”

Today is the day. FUDGE. I’m all sorts of excited and nervous at the same time. I need to start getting ready~! 

Everything is moving so fast around me.

I won’t pull the E brake but …

I am slowly pushing down on the brakes.

You might have your boots on but I have my smile on.

Fake? I don’t know anymore.

So I went to Las Americas with my dad and the twins. I finally bought myself a bikini (I know weird huh??) but it’s about time. Besides my lady likes to hit the beach so I can’t just be going all scrubby, right?? lol

I have my final this Thursday so I’ma go study tonight with a friend. I can’t fail~!! ^_^ I doubt I’ma take second session of summer. I will just spend it with my family and friends until Fall semester starts.

I’ve been working out a lot this summer, just making up for lost time. I’m not going all 100% like I used to. I’m just going to keep a slim figure and not feel all sorts of guilt when I munch on random foods in one sitting.

T-T She’s been busy all day and hasn’t had time to text me and I’m all “Wahhh…” lol ugh EEEEE~!!!! yay she just texted! anyway write later~!! ^_^!!!!

So it’s July already. My favorite summer month. Too many things happening this month…COMIC CON~!!! ^_^ Pride is …whatever for me now. I don’t really care too much for it now that I can just go out at night n drink with my friends. Festival is boring, that’s for sure. Both Rachael and I have guests coming from out of town that weekend so this place will be packed, hopefully some of my Yuma friends come down for sure. I’m in need of some AZ fam!!

I got tickets for Harry Potter in IMAX 3D for me and her. ~_^ cause that’s how I roll. She’s not much of a geek but …she said she’d come with me cause I like it so much. ^_^!! Geesh HP is like tha bomb. FO REAL~!

Anyway I’ll write later it’s still early so let’s see how today plays out!