It is easier to date when you’re not ready to jump the whole “I love you” and relationship part so quick. Least that’s my current experience. Being in love twice has cooled me down and I’m learning to enjoy the other person’s company and observe them with weary eyes (‘cause like Hell I’ma make the same mistakes again). So I’m slowly walking...
She who dwells on yesterday, can not plan for tomorrow.
So I’ma work on cutting back on my bad habit. She doesn’t like it at all and keeps telling me everyday sooo…I’ll consider cutting back.
On a lighter note…. I love my new Naruto and DBZ scroll posters. Also Michelle got me back into Yaoi. DAMN HER~!!!!!! I seriously love this stuff. Yaoi Con this October ~.^
Oh screw it I don’t care right now. My head is throbbing with all this. Stressing/worrying seems to be one of those easy things that come to me. Kind of like when someone knows how to whistle without problems…yeah that kind of ease. Anyway school is going fine but I’m quite distracted with things to maintain much of a focus. Group today was hella intense. The leader asked us if...
Fuck You. I tried.– Me
Let me take a set away from reality …. I miss you. There. Back to reality, I forget how much I loved her …I got my armor on but your smile and eyes could melt it down. So for the sake of the world. Don’t ever look at me again.
No es facil. Quien te digo eso?
I need to do my response paper and read the chapter today. Well tonight … I want to be done with all my homework before I board that plane. ^_^
As long as you still think of me too.
I’m awake at 6:10am. Let’s play some Marvel vs Capcom 3. YES! Brilliant idea! ~.^
I need coffee. Shots = instant nap time for me
Protecting my heart comes first now. I don’t have time for childish games nor petty lies, I’ve had my share of those from my Past.
It’s better this way. Way better.
Going back to Group after such a long break was nice. At first I didn’t want to but now I still need help figuring out some things. I’m in a push and pull with you. That’s all I can say.
Everyone clings to a hidden agenda but the trick is to smile and agree. Because in the end I know the truth. So til then…run and run away from me. I will only smile in satisfaction knowing I’ll be the one to curve stomp your stupid existence into the ground. Do Not fuck with me. ^_^
I think it’s weird I still think about you sometimes. I don’t have thoughts of being with you…just thoughts of how are you. What’s new. Stuff like that. Though seeing you anytime soon would be a mistake on my part and any communicating with you. My walls are not strong enough to hold you off. Everyone else is having a hell of a time trying to pass them, all you have to do...