August 2010
11 posts
“I can’t talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can’t have you and that makes me love you even more.”
This is such a good quote to describe how I’m feeling.
First Day!
So today is the first day of classes. I’m so nervous! First day jitters is hitting me big. I woke up 5 minutes before my alarm but I’m still hella tired. Anyway, first day taking the trolley to school. Got my ID, clothes, breakfast, class schedule (school girl XD), and list of books I need to buy ready. All I’m missing is …notebooks, backpack, you know, school supplies....
She said, “It can not be.”
Oh wow. What a night. I’m pretty tired now. Physically and mentally. My heart is being pushed in too many ways. The questions that are always lingering in my mind, “Who is she? Are you still talking to her? Why don’t you pick up? Who are you with?” stupid questions that crave answers but aren’t allowed them. I’m waiting. I shouldn’t be. I’m just some...
Morning. Moka is staring me down like a burrito. Moka is my awesome cat, the only woman in my life at the moment. So I’m sitting here on my bed, listening to emo songs in Spanish. I’m home alone at the moment so blasting it as loud as possible is not a problem. I will be studying my old Spanish textbook for the weekend, I start Spanish 102 this Monday. Yes I am very nervous, I know my...
Revenge
You both sought out for revenge and successfully achieved it.
Congratulations to both of you.
Please hold back your applause,
For I deserved it, I’m not arguing.
What better way to stick it to me?
Both women I fell in love with,
I wronged you both,
I am very sorry.
Are we done here?
Are we good?
No, you both cling so effortlessly to my mistakes and your pain,
So be it, I can not...
Back
So I’ve returned to this blog once more. I was forced to delete it a while back due to some personal reasons.
Anyway update on my current situation. I would say I’m still heartbroken and disappointed but that’s life, right? I’m learning to be independent in ways I didn’t think I was capable of. Sadness and anger continually encourage me to strive forward. I also have...
